February 2010
210 posts
hello old habbits.
i didnt realize that you came back into my life until about now. im sure youre here to torture me. i feel like ive died and went to hell.
January 2010
123 posts
they always say never make something your everything, because when it leaves you have nothing. so what happens if its too late for that? i feel so lifeless. i feel like these words have no meaning. what can i do to get myself out of this horrible mood? i tried being with friends, finding some time to myself to think, and drinking. nothing worked. no matter what i do, it comes back to this.
If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.
(via ilivefortheday)
angry.
looking down into the water under the bridge, i can see you tied ankle-down to the bottom with an arm shot up reaching for my forgiveness. but you had your chance. you had your chance. i won’t swim down to you, i won’t waste my time. i won’t hold my breath to save you.
the cinder block pulls you down deeper and my apathy only grows. my eyes water with joy, as you are finally met...
is there something wrong with me?
did i do something to offend you?
did i not give you my life?
am i not good enough?
how do i not make you happy?
i dont get you. im a nice girl.
i hope i find a better you. SOON.
"begin at the begining and go until youve reached...
“Cheshire Cat: Oh, by the way, if you’d really like to know, he went that...”
“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?”
venting.
ive beeen planning this night all week. just an hour before im ready to go to my friends house, she calls me and gives me some kind of excuse, saying that her friend got her wisdom teeth pulled and shes all emo from the drugs they gave her so i cant stay because she doesnt wanna go out tonight. then i tell my best friend and she gets pissed at me and calls me an idiot when it isnt my fault. along...
When the body is dead, the smooth muscles of the...
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i feel the need to want to love again.
“I want to TASTE the music. I want to FEEL my words.”
“I suddenly became strangely inebriated. The external world
became changed as in...”
– Albert Hofmann
